Shallow Waters

Day 1 of semester 2 and I'm already feeling demotivated. Well, that didn't take long, did it? Honestly, I feel like shrugging off all responsibilities and taking a nice, long bubble bath with music playing in the background. Kinda like this, actually:

(who doesn't love JD?)

For now, I have Mondays free, but this may change depending on whether or not I decide to take another unit this semester. So classes officially start at 9am tomorrow for me. I'm afraid of screwing up this semester the way I did during the first half of the year. I'm afraid of once again, proving to be nothing but a failure to my loved ones. I'm afraid of losing passion for the things I'm studying. I'm so afraid. But I know that staying that way will only be detrimental and it will only make things worse. I can't dwell on my failures for too long, that much I know. What I can do, however, is to keep my chin up and trudge on.