Wednesday, October 23, 2013

One more week...

... until my first paper. Holy cow. Where did that semester go? How did 13 weeks of slacking off and rushing to complete assignments fly by in the blink of an eye? I feel like I should have a giant sign on my head which reads "WHAT THE HECK?" because I honestly feel that way all the time. Always blur, always unaware - especially at the end of every semester. You'd think that I would have gotten used to this by now. That I would have fixed my ways. You know, study from the start, work on assignments as soon as I get them, be consistent, all that jazz. But the sad and truthful answer is that I haven't. I haven't fixed my lazy habits. I still slack off. I still have my priorities all over the place. And strangely enough, despite staying stagnant, I think I've been doing better this sem around. Internally, at least, I've been getting slightly luckier with DNs and HDs. It's weird. I'm not used to doing well. I'm not used to getting anything above a CR. I think a lot of it has to do with group work - I've had to do a fair amount of group work this semester, most of which was assessed. So in that sense, I've been slightly luckier. I'll be home in slightly over a month. I'll be in Seoul in two months. Time really is fleeting. Isn't that a scary thought? I'd like to spend summer in Tasmania someday. If everything turns out well, I will be able to, eventually. I don't know why I even started writing this post in the first place. Any excuse to procrastinate, really. I should get back to it, though.

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